There's this feeling of exaustion that washes over you, after a long day of hanging on the phone with one's neurotic mother...
For as long as I can recall it, there was this sentence my mother used to shove into my mind - "Iniciative is punishable". In other words, you think up something for yourself, and do it, and you're gona get in deep sh...
By the age of 16, I figures that no matter what I'm dealing with, if it concerns in ANY way my mother, I'd better ask advice. There were always 80% chances, that on a question that concerns me, she'll agree with me.
Now, being 19, almost 20... she tells me I don't take enough iniciative. That I ask